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Friday, 13 November 2009

  • 2001

    My fur babies are all vaccinated... finally! Our manx flipped out, and 11 pounds of crazy-fucking-cat went after the vet tech.  I've decided not to make the 6 hour drive back to my parents house for the weekend... I'm just drained.  I don't feel as depressed anymore... but for a few days, we were all down. As odd as it seems, i swear our Tiger Oscar is depressed.  He doesn't eat, and while talking to the vet, he said fish can get depressed too. The girls smell around for their pet dad, and try to go after things that smell like him.  I can't wait until he's back. 

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

  • 1998

    Day 5 without the husband. I think i'm done being a baby ;)

    I'm slowly adjusting.  I still can't get over how much free time I have.  I'm staying up later... doing more stuff.  Made some mushroom, ricotta, and parmesan manicotti with a garlic and heavy cream sauce. Aaaaand red velvet cupcakes for dessert. I see alot of working out in my future.

    ...what do I do know?

Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • 1996

    It has been 1,996 days since I joined xanga... crazy!

    I made it back from my parents house... with a speeding ticket and several crying fits and mini breakdowns.  Its so fucking sick how much I miss Luke, it is literally making me sick.
    I think i'm getting my awesome ear infection back again, so my mom loaded me up with penicillin so I can kick it super fast. One crying fit that i'm not particularly proud of involved me and the little dog and the floor. What set me off? I'm not really sure.  I think it was almonds... so classy.  I'm just glad I'm back in San Diego.  I can't call this place home unless Luke is here with me.  I think I need some prozac.

Friday, 06 November 2009

  • 1994

    I have forgotten what it's like to be alone. 

    I haven't been alone in a house since I was still in college... and it's odd.  I stared at the fridge for an hour trying to think of something to cook. I contemplated ordering a pizza before deciding on some tapioca and surimi. I just don't function well alone. 

    I'm driving to my parent's home in the valley tomorrow. For 6 hours it will just be me and my two dogs, and the road.  Chloe's got a broken leg, and Callie is just full of crazy.  All this alone time, it can be a bit overwhelming.  To be honest, I don't want to drive all the way up to  my parent's house.  But what is my alternative? Stay at home, alone, moping, probably baking red velvet cupcakes and eating candy -- fuck that.  Ugh, i'm so lame.  I feel like I'm 23 going on 80.

    I can't wait for these two weeks to be over.  I need Luke :(

Tuesday, 14 July 2009

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